This is just a first draft, but I'm having fun playing around with this idea.
Resting Heart Rate
Karen Edmisten
My Fitbit knock-off
(face it, I'm cheap ...
no, let's employ the more
poetic, "frugal")
blinks at me: my heart
is racing.
Life.
Worries, health, worries,
daughters, worries,
climate change, worries, friendships,
storms, politics,
worries.
Is this number off the charts?
Is this number
even
on the chart? Or meant to be?
Enter John Ashbery.
John Koethe, too,
(though, face it, he can prompt
existential worry.
I love him anyway.)
Billy Collins would
dispatch my frugal knock-off
with a wry smile and a shake of his head.
So I open his book and sail alone
around the room.
Wordsworth. Words worth
savoring. Richard Wilbur (Oh!
Be still my heart! How I adore him.)
Wait ... what's that?
It is.
It is still.
It is resting.
It is
still resting.
Balm, salve, sedative.
Poetry, my remedy,
the tincture that calms,
prescription for my overzealous brain,
frugal economy of words,
hushing my heart.